Happy Birthday Adel Mikail!

Dear Adel,

I remembered clearly how your daddy and I felt when we held this in our hands:

Positive!

Excited? Happy? Doubtful? We thought of everything because we were unsure of life. We were unsure of ourselves.

But this is what you turn out to be:

Khusyuk watching Astro Oasis

You turn out all right for a one year old, kan? LOL!

And it all happened in one year and nine months! 

Allah has definitely blessed us with a handsome-looking angel!

And today sayang, you are officially one! Mummy remembered giving birth to you as if it was yesterday. You are worth every cries and pain (so mummy took epidural - I would have tahan the pain for you anyhow you know :p). There are no words that can describe the enormity of love we have for you. You are everything to us.

Happy Birthday to you!

Loads of love,

Mummy and Daddy xx

Cuhrazee

I've been unfaithful to my blog. LOL! I just felt like typing that!

Oklah, I've been super busy. So what's new kan? What more with hubby's new work which requires him to travel a lot, I have a lot on my plate now. It's like I'm biting more than I can chew.

My little champ's birthday is like NEXT WEEK. I am super excited. He's finally one! I had a fantastic time with Adel during hubby's absence. It's like I really bonded with him. He'd lepak next to me when we watch the telly, play around the kitchen area while I cook, nod when asked "Nak shushu tak?", nestled around my neck when dozing off - he's just super cute! We have also started brushing his teeth! Yang, at current, ada tujuh batang tuh! It all started on one fine morning when I was bathing him. We would normally chat on how warm he'd like his bath to be, sekali tuh, when he opened his mouth, it smelled funny and err..stinky! I immediately told hubby and we bought him his very first Oral-B toothbrush and Kodomo Lion apple toothpaste. Aiyoo, anak bujang aku sorang nih!

His party is well on it's way. My sister is helping a lot especially for decorations. The menu should be sorted out soon. The invites was just sent out just now via sms. It's a small party which will be celebrated with close friends and relatives. Am not expecting a lot of guests. Maybe 20 plus-ish. And the apartment is small and cramped, it cannot accommodate huge crowds. So takpelah, nanti dia kawen, I'll try to make the event bigger than mine, LOL!

Too in love with...

 

My friend, Sasha, thinks I'm too in love with my son. Another friend of mine, Aliza, thinks it's OK to be too in love with him but it would create problems later. I have to admit. I am obsessed with him. Like I think about him night and day. Or when he babble or babytalk, I would drop almost everything in an instant just to hear him talk. And knocked my head ever so hard to make sense of what he's saying. Hugging him constantly and jump with victory knowing the fact that he prefers me over his dad. To me, Adel is just the cutest thing ever. I guess that's natural because he is a part of me and I am as much a part of him. So I think it's OK to be obsessed and to be very much in love with the little one.

I have started talking to hubby about having another little one. In fact, I've already come out with a potential name for my future son. Pathetic, kan? I can't help it. I mean, just look at Adel, he's so angelic. Makes me feel like a want to have a basket full of babies. OK, be careful with what you wish *grins*. But am I ready? Was I ready the first time round? Definitely, no. But Adel just takes my breath away. He makes the impossible, possible. The unbelievable, believable. The unreasonable, reasonable. For now, he is my raison d'etre. I love him. It doesn't matter whether it's too much or too little. In this case, it's a tad bit more than just too much. The point is, I love and adore him and there is nothing I won't do to make him feel loved, safe and protected. 

Makes me wonder, would this continue once I start having more babies? Time will tell.

   

Adel turns 11 months!

Adel sayang,

You turn 11 months yesterday! Forgive mummy for not posting this yesterday. I've been ridiculously busy that I don't even have time to comb my hair *hangs head*. Takpe2. As long as I do post something to commemorate your growing up milestone kan, sayang? I don't have much to say now because I'm saving it for next month *winks*. But I only have to say this, you can seriously walk! I'm proud of you sayang. Really am. If you'd ask me to carry you in my tummy for another 9 months pon mummy sanggup. Because I love you THAT much.

Till next month!

Love you sayang!

Mummy xxx

I love him :)