Dear Sasha :)

Happy Birthday!!!

Ngeee

I'm still around :p.

Busy sangatlaa. Sangat busy. Ooooo...did I mentioned I was busy?!

Work has been tremendously overwhelming but I enjoyed every moment of it. I know. I am a freak of nature. Did fess up to my boss about this unexpected work load but the boss thinks that I complaint too much and that I am not grateful. I hate to say this. But it's true. He said that people give me work (a lot of it) because they trust me. And I should not complaint because this will dilute the trust. So true. So I had to fix my attitude. So now when people throw me things, I only smile and do the work patiently. Because I know, I always gain some valuable experience out of this and it's always good to learn. Hence, I've stopped complaining about work save for the busy part.

We celebrated Adel's birthday a couple of weeks ago. I was excited. As always. Remember Adel's birthday cake which I planned and ordered ages ago? The cake crumbled and collapsed as soon as I arrived home. It was painful. Although it tasted super good because it was peanut-butter and jelly, I had to find a new cake pronto. We went to Bisou, KLCC to acquire a new birthday cake. It was nowhere as perfect or tasty as the one that crumbled. But we just had to settle for it.

Our place was small so everyone cramped in the apartment. I kinda felt sorry to those who came. There weren't enough seating to the extend that people had to sit on the floor. We served penne arabiatta, sheperd's pie, bihun goreng, salad, chicken sandwiches, pavlova, brownies, oreo cheese cupcakes and some other goodies. The event was overall OK and I think Adel enjoyed himself. Despite not having time to sleep during daytime, Adel managed to entertained his guests at night with his antics. Love him. Love him to bits. We had customized jars with jelly drops, ADEL cookies and cupcakes for the adult's door-gifts and we gave alphabet books to babies. I've uploaded pics on my fb btw.

Can't believe my baby is 1. He has grown so big and naughty. He jumps a lot. Runs a lot. Cries when I say "No". But even that, he still manages to melt my heart. Love kissing his neck every morning sebab sangat masam! Oooh Adel..what do I do without you? Seriously.

Hubby pon busy jugak sekarang. He's always off to Kemaman and Lumut every week. It's a pain in the ass really. Not having to see him and having to do everything myself. I do appreciate the bonding time spent with Adel but I still need support. I need hubby around. I cannot do this by myself. I hope YOU are reading this. Although the pay is good and all, is it really worth it?

Oooo..new development, the landlord text hubby yesterday morning. He wants us to move out in 2 months time. WTH. We've done so much to the place and now we have to move out. Apparently the landlord's son wants to move in after getting married. In the meantime, we nomads must find us a new place. I don't mind moving but it's just exhausting, kan? What more since we've done so much to the place. Bloody annoying I tell you. The rent in that area is also mind-blowing. Bloody expensive. How-la? 

Went out last Thursday night to a dinner party with UIA friends to celebrate Shuey! Because she's getting married like next week. I ordered some exquisite cupcakes with "boobies" and "birds" as the main feature. I think it was funny but some did find it repulsive. Ada aku kesah? Hehe. But we had a good time that night and I've missed a lot of friends gatherings so was very thankful for this gathering. To Shuey, many congratulations! No advises, sorry. Because I'm still figuring out my own marriage :p  

So this is what happened to Adel, hubby and I for the past couple of days. You can sense from this post that I am far from thrilled about life at this moment in time :(.

*sigh*

Happy Birthday Adel Mikail!

Dear Adel,

I remembered clearly how your daddy and I felt when we held this in our hands:

Positive!

Excited? Happy? Doubtful? We thought of everything because we were unsure of life. We were unsure of ourselves.

But this is what you turn out to be:

Khusyuk watching Astro Oasis

You turn out all right for a one year old, kan? LOL!

And it all happened in one year and nine months! 

Allah has definitely blessed us with a handsome-looking angel!

And today sayang, you are officially one! Mummy remembered giving birth to you as if it was yesterday. You are worth every cries and pain (so mummy took epidural - I would have tahan the pain for you anyhow you know :p). There are no words that can describe the enormity of love we have for you. You are everything to us.

Happy Birthday to you!

Loads of love,

Mummy and Daddy xx

Cuhrazee

I've been unfaithful to my blog. LOL! I just felt like typing that!

Oklah, I've been super busy. So what's new kan? What more with hubby's new work which requires him to travel a lot, I have a lot on my plate now. It's like I'm biting more than I can chew.

My little champ's birthday is like NEXT WEEK. I am super excited. He's finally one! I had a fantastic time with Adel during hubby's absence. It's like I really bonded with him. He'd lepak next to me when we watch the telly, play around the kitchen area while I cook, nod when asked "Nak shushu tak?", nestled around my neck when dozing off - he's just super cute! We have also started brushing his teeth! Yang, at current, ada tujuh batang tuh! It all started on one fine morning when I was bathing him. We would normally chat on how warm he'd like his bath to be, sekali tuh, when he opened his mouth, it smelled funny and err..stinky! I immediately told hubby and we bought him his very first Oral-B toothbrush and Kodomo Lion apple toothpaste. Aiyoo, anak bujang aku sorang nih!

His party is well on it's way. My sister is helping a lot especially for decorations. The menu should be sorted out soon. The invites was just sent out just now via sms. It's a small party which will be celebrated with close friends and relatives. Am not expecting a lot of guests. Maybe 20 plus-ish. And the apartment is small and cramped, it cannot accommodate huge crowds. So takpelah, nanti dia kawen, I'll try to make the event bigger than mine, LOL!

Too in love with...

 

My friend, Sasha, thinks I'm too in love with my son. Another friend of mine, Aliza, thinks it's OK to be too in love with him but it would create problems later. I have to admit. I am obsessed with him. Like I think about him night and day. Or when he babble or babytalk, I would drop almost everything in an instant just to hear him talk. And knocked my head ever so hard to make sense of what he's saying. Hugging him constantly and jump with victory knowing the fact that he prefers me over his dad. To me, Adel is just the cutest thing ever. I guess that's natural because he is a part of me and I am as much a part of him. So I think it's OK to be obsessed and to be very much in love with the little one.

I have started talking to hubby about having another little one. In fact, I've already come out with a potential name for my future son. Pathetic, kan? I can't help it. I mean, just look at Adel, he's so angelic. Makes me feel like a want to have a basket full of babies. OK, be careful with what you wish *grins*. But am I ready? Was I ready the first time round? Definitely, no. But Adel just takes my breath away. He makes the impossible, possible. The unbelievable, believable. The unreasonable, reasonable. For now, he is my raison d'etre. I love him. It doesn't matter whether it's too much or too little. In this case, it's a tad bit more than just too much. The point is, I love and adore him and there is nothing I won't do to make him feel loved, safe and protected. 

Makes me wonder, would this continue once I start having more babies? Time will tell.